InsaneJournal

I am really worried about my mate Lavinia. She was the reason I missed work a few days ago. She owled me as I was on the way to work telling me she was in trouble and to come to her flat. After going there and calming her down I finally got her to break down and tell me what happened. She apparantly was attacked and ambushed by a death eater. She told me they used crucio on her. It took me a while to get her to tell me that fact. I told her to stay at my flat because I didn't feel safe having her stay there.

I need to ask two things to all of you, one I need wards to be put up around my flat. I am not very good at those protection charms and I was wondering if any of you could help me but putting some up? Percy? Ernie? Anyone who knows any protection charms? I would ask Remus but I don't know if you can set up wards from inside headquarters.

Also I know she is not in the Order but is there any way she can stay here? I would feel so much safer if she was here. I don't want to have her attacked and me being unable to save her next time.

Lavinia, how are you doing getting settled into my flat? Have you been okay? No strange sounds or anything like that I work very late tomorrow but I can come visit you Friday if you want to see how you are doing?

I can't get those thoughts out of my head. I can't stop thinking about that kiss. It has been almost two weeks since that night but those thoughts won't leave me the bloody hell alone!! I don't know what to do about them. I want them to go away. Well, I think I want them to go away. There is this voice inside my head that wants me to kiss him again. But it is Terry. We are good mates..nothing else...right?!

I bloody don't know anymore.